Stepping outside in the evening, after playing video games and hanging out with friends, and a body tired from working out, seeing the stars in Phoenix better than I ever could in LA. Exhausted from waking up early, feeling productive, and planning out what else there is to do. Trying to figure out what I'm going to do tomorrow because I have no plans as it is. Preparing to eat a pint of Ben and Jerry's ice cream. Watching the NBA playoffs. This is what summer feels like to me. This is what a normal, generic summer looks like for me.
But is this a normal, generic summer? I just got back from South Africa. I've been spending time doing crazy things and working for people in the past couple of months, and now I want to do something significant again. It's not that I need to do it right now, but I need to at some point this summer, and I'm not seeing myself doing it. I have way too much time to do nothing. Right now, I've been back for just over 24 hours, and I already feel like I'm wasting my summer away. What do I do with this?
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