Just 5 days after leaving South Africa, I end up sitting in my room. Again. Just like old times.
I'm in the same spot, doing the same things, and feeling the same emotions that I did years ago. I'm sitting here feeling nostalgic. The thing is, I'm not wanting to feel nostalgic. I wanted to experience things in South Africa I never have before, and hit the ground running when I get back. And here I am, back in the same spot I was before. Before I left, before I went to Azusa, before I got to high school. Sitting in the same place, and feeling the same things.
I wanted to hit the ground running, but I'm in the same place I was in before. Where do I go from here?